A few hours ago i was thinking. Like things i shoulda done differently or things i shouldnt had done at all. For some reason i was thinking about the movies, The Butterfly Effect and V For Vendetta. Yuh know cause and effect..and all that other stuff was showed in the movies. Well recently i had been a fusterated dude cuz i want this school thing to end...too soon. Its wierd i had completely lost my patience these past 4 months...SO yeh...i was thinking what if i did my best in my last two years of high school, which woulda got me into a university instead of community college. Then school would be over faster. But then i was thinking would i really be happy if i had taken that route. Cuz i wouldnt had met Natalia, i wouldnt be close to my bro as i am now, and this new outlook i gained prolly wouldnt had occured cuz Natalia is a part of it..my bro...my job..and being away from your closest friends. If i did go to a university i think that i woulda went to one with my friends. This job i have, i really hate it. But i go to it on schedule..i never call out. This alone is really something I myself take pride in. Cuz I dont think i would do it if...the way that things are now are different..it makes sense to me...so yeah im happy the way things are now.
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When people try to impress someone they tend to be what theyre not, or what they wish they can be. Well about a year ago i tried to impress someone..well i didnt try to impress her..i did..and i didnt know if i was trying at. As i reflect i know something happened to me with her. When i talked to her and interacted with her. I think i tended to focus on the good parts of my personality...i guess something clicked in my brain or something.. i totally changed. I guess since i was always happy being that way. i became that way..i dont think i can explain it well...yeh i can.. im the happiest ive been in my life. Thanx to Me...and Natalia
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